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18 June 2007 @ 11:28 pm
Heroes fic: A Problem Of Categorization (1/2)  

Title: A Problem Of Categorization (1/2)
Pairing: Peter/Claire
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1, 218
Spoilers: General S1

A/N: Third story in my "Unrelated" series.  Immediately follows We Were Never Good At Being Uncle And Niece and I'd suggest you read that one first unless you feel like being confused. :)



It was all a problem of categorization, Peter realized one day with sudden clarity.  He'd slotted Claire into certain categories after they'd met and some of those categories had been mutually exclusive. 

Girl he saved - that was a given.  Save the cheerleader, save the world.  God, that seemed like so long ago. 

Girl who'd saved him was next on the list.  He smiled at the memory of waking up to see Claire's relieved face above him, her hand holding a bloody shard of glass. 

Best friend - they'd grown into that one gradually.   

Niece.

Peter took a deep breath and leaned against the ledge of the Deveaux building roof.  He came up here sometimes to think and he'd been doing a lot of thinking lately.

Niece was the categorization, forced upon him by fate, that had knocked so many others out of the running.  Sure, he'd been with Simone at the time, however briefly, and yes Claire had only been in high school, but it was hard to deny the connection they felt with each other when they met.  

"When I met you I finally felt like I was part of something," she had said once.  He'd replied, "It's funny. I felt the same thing when I met you."

Soulmate

That was a category that almost got dropped until he was able to rationalize that there could be friends that were soulmates.  That had to be possible, he'd assured himself.  Plus, he couldn't think of another category that covered the same feelings.  He'd tried to slot it into Family, but that never felt quite right.  Best friend was close, but didn't completely cover it.  He'd asked Claire about soulmates being just friends once (not mentioning how it concerned them) and after a slight frown she'd gone on to elaborate the intricacies of Joey and Dawson's relationship on Dawson's Creek. 

There were so many times where he wondered what it might have been like if he and Claire weren't related, although he'd always pushed those thoughts to the furthest corners of his mind.  He felt comfortable with her the way he never had with any other woman, not with any of his other girlfriends and certainly not with his mother.

Now it turned out they weren't related and Peter wasn't quite sure how to handle it.   

His time with Claire had been quieter lately.  She still hung out at his apartment after classes and they still had their movie nights, but they didn't talk as much or laugh as much.  When they did, it felt slightly forced.  

He'd taken to staring at her for long periods of time, as if just looking at her face would help him piece his broken life together the same way thinking of her face had saved his life once upon a time. 

She never said anything when she caught him looking.  He could tell that she was waiting for him to say something and wouldn't bring it up before he did.  She was giving him time and space to heal and think through everything.  He knew that. 

He also knew that she thought he was thinking about his mother and his brother (could he even call them that anymore?) when he was really thinking about her.  He should've been thinking about Nathan who was no longer his brother and Simon and Monty who were no longer his nephews, but all he could think about was Claire who was no longer his niece. 

Maybe, Peter thought from his solitary position on the roof, he focused on Claire because focusing on Nathan would be too painful.  The fraternal loss might break him. 

When he thinks of Claire after his mother's sudden revelation, he doesn't feel pain.  All he can feel is relief.
He let that relief flood him as the sun went down and then he headed back to his apartment for another night alone.  As he crawled into bed he told himself life wouldn't always be this complicated, and he almost let himself believe it.


-

 

She started doing little things to try and make him feel better, like make him cupcakes and send him silly e-mails.  She hugged him more than she used to and he was glad.

One time, about a month after he discovered they weren't related, he looked over at Claire and she smiled at him and he couldn't help but smile back.  He found himself thinking, "I could kiss her now if I wanted to."

Then he felt guilty and didn't talk to her for a week.

When he apologized and muttered something about it being a reflex, she looked confused but didn't ask him to elaborate.

They sat outside on a bench in Central Park two months after he found out.  He touched her golden locks and let his hand linger a moment too long.

"A leaf," he said in response to her questioning glance.  He opened his hand and let the piece of foliage fall to the ground.  He wished he could touch her hair without having an excuse. 

Three months after he found out, things were back to normal except that Nathan wasn't his brother (although they still acted like it) and Claire wasn't his niece.  He and Claire still had their movie nights, only now they were more often at his apartment than Nathan's house and the movie nights felt more like dates than hanging out with a relative. 

He started to let himself think about her in ways he'd never let himself before.  He's imagined kissing her without feeling guilty.

Peter was fairly sure that Claire felt attracted to him the same way he felt attracted to her, but in the last and only conversation they had about it, she used the past tense.  He desperately wanted to read her mind, but it would've been an invasion of privacy.  The one time he did it accidentally, he had to listen to her call him a liar in a heartbreakingly betrayed tone of voice.  He might not like what he heard this time either, so he didn't give into the temptation.

Suddenly, he became the one touching her more instead of the other way around.  He constantly put his arm around her on movie nights and whenever she leaned into him he wondered "What if?"  He brushed strands of hair out of her face and pressed his hand against her upper arm whenever he wanted to point something out. 

They went to one of Nathan's fundraisers and he asked her to dance.  The back of her satin dress dipped low and when he put his arms around her, his hands touched bare skin.  He lost himself in the dance and in her.  "That was fun," she said afterwards before reaching up a hand to ruffle his hair.  "I don't like it all slicked back," she added and he decided never wear it like that ever again.

Peter spent more time on the rooftop of the Deveaux building thinking lately.  Most of the time he thought about her.  One night while he sat up there and watched the sun go down, he realized that he loved her and not in the way he thought he did before when they were related.  He really loved her and didn't know what the hell to do about it.

 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
( 31 comments — Post a new comment )
Terra Firma: Heroes - Angry Peter[info]last_archangel on June 19th, 2007 12:05 am (UTC)
Ooh, I MUST have more. Write more!
C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 11:25 am (UTC)
Hehe. Don't worry, the next part will be up soon!
shimmeree[info]shimmeree on June 19th, 2007 12:19 am (UTC)
Perfect. Post more.
obisgirl[info]obisgirl on June 19th, 2007 12:29 am (UTC)
Peter is soo in love with Claire...I trust he is going to act on his feelings at some point, right?
C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 12:01 pm (UTC)
Oh, definitely *g*...oops, hope you don't mind the spoiler! ;)
C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 11:26 am (UTC)
Thanks. I should be able to post the second part soon. :)
Musey: Claire and Peter - Framed with Dots[info]mutinousmuse on June 19th, 2007 12:49 am (UTC)
I just read this and the two pieces that come before, and I'm so glad I found these fics! Your writing flows really nicely, and I really like how you write Peter POV. Awesome job!
C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 12:09 pm (UTC)
Aw, thank you! I'm glad that you've enjoyed the stories and that you like the flow of my writing and how I write Peter POV. It's always great to know that people think I'm writing in-character well. :)
Tamara: Paire disappear abstract_angst[info]ladycat713 on June 19th, 2007 01:15 am (UTC)
excellent. He is so confused about what to do. Claire may end up having to make the first move.
C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 12:11 pm (UTC)
Thanks. :)

Yeah, poor Peter is very confused. Luckily he is about to get some perspective and a first move will be made, although I won't say by who!
eurogabby[info]eurogabby on June 19th, 2007 01:26 am (UTC)
Very good, I can't wait for the next part! I like the way you pointed out he was spending more time angsting/puzzling over Claire not being his niece then Nathan not being his brother. Keep up the good work!
C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 12:16 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm happy you're liking it. I also appreciated your comment about how I handled the Claire angst vs. Nathan angst issue. The brotherly relationship is so important to Peter that I had to address it. :)
TrueNightingale[info]truenightingale on June 19th, 2007 02:31 am (UTC)
Part two! I need part 2 desperately!
C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 12:17 pm (UTC)
I'm almost finished and it will be on its way soon :)
elliesmeow[info]elliesmeow on June 19th, 2007 04:07 am (UTC)
Well I'm glad that he's worked through all that. Whether or not he was actively thinking about his relationship with his mom and brother like Claire thought it did affect how he was able to resolve his feelings for her. Those ties dictated how he saw her with regard to himself.

Claire was right(and a saint, just look at the temptation!) to wait for him to figure things out at his own pace.

Now dammit Peter! It's not freakin' complicated, not any more. It's not like saving the world or rocket science. You love the girl, go get the girl, and kiss the girl! Geez, and all that without a college education.*wink*

Can't wait for more. Loved the prequel.

-Ellie
C: Writing Fanfic (Jason Behr -Tatooist)[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 12:32 pm (UTC)
Ellie,

I always love your comments because they're so detailed. I was going to let you know this one was up, but then you found it before I needed to. :)

I thought it was important that he take time to work through everything, because Peter's ties with others define him, so I'm sure it was like an identity crisis. Also, I agree that by thinking about Claire he was working through his feelings about his mother and brother indirectly. Nice that he has her around for comfort during traumatic moments!

Claire is a saint for letting Peter deal with things at his own pace. She is smart like that though (and probably isn't sure if she really has a chance to be with him anyway).

Now dammit Peter! It's not freakin' complicated, not any more. It's not like saving the world or rocket science. You love the girl, go get the girl, and kiss the girl!

Haha, so true! Don't worry, Peter will get his act together. About four fictional months or so have passed, and I think he's had enough time to deal. I think you'll love the next chapter ;)

P.S. - I'm happy you loved the prequel too!
elliesmeow[info]elliesmeow on June 19th, 2007 11:32 pm (UTC)
Can't wait to read how Peter decides to move things forward. Not to mention how his family react and how he convinces Claire he loves her. Claire being, as you said, probably unsure that he has feelings for her like that.

Looking forward to more Glad my comments are taken as they're meant. Love the series.:)

-Ellie
C[info]comiskey on June 20th, 2007 01:46 pm (UTC)
I should be posting the next part tonight so you'll be able to see how Peter moves things forward. It's not really going to go into how the family reacts, although I am planning to have that addressed in another story (this series is taking on a life of its own in my head!).
elliesmeow[info]elliesmeow on June 20th, 2007 05:26 pm (UTC)
That's good news for your readers! Can't wait to read the next part.

-Ellie
unoriginalJoei[info]risephoenixstar on June 19th, 2007 05:49 am (UTC)
This was great... I like how Peter had to figure things out on his own and eventhough it took him a while it fits better that way...Can wait to see more...
C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 12:37 pm (UTC)
Thank you for the comment. I'm glad that you thought it fit to have Peter work through things on his own. I think it suits his character. Hope you like the next chapter!
lenina20[info]lenina20 on June 19th, 2007 08:24 am (UTC)
Ooooooh! I loved this! I'm so lookinf forward to the next part! This is perfect! Wonderful!
C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 12:38 pm (UTC)
Aw, thank you! I really apreciate the compliments and I hope you like the next part (I should be posting it in a day or so).
Elisabeth[info]dragonydreams on June 19th, 2007 01:36 pm (UTC)
I really like how Peter is slowly coming to realize his feelings for Claire can be acted on. I hope he does something about it soon.
C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 11:26 pm (UTC)
Thanks! And don't worry, Peter will do something soon :)
Rhiannon[info]madcowre on June 19th, 2007 02:44 pm (UTC)
AWWW SWEET!!!

Can't wait for part 2!!

C[info]comiskey on June 19th, 2007 11:23 pm (UTC)
It should be up pretty soon. I'm glad you're looking forward to it!

P.S. - I like your icon :)
sarcasm_supply[info]sarcasm_supply on June 19th, 2007 11:47 pm (UTC)
More please!! :)
C[info]comiskey on June 20th, 2007 11:38 am (UTC)
The second part will be on the way soon!
She Who Shall Not Be Named[info]eowyn_girl on July 7th, 2007 02:04 pm (UTC)
Sweet, very sweet. I guess I've never hit upon their connection before, and you summarised it so well -

"When I met you I finally felt like I was part of something," she had said once. He'd replied, "It's funny. I felt the same thing when I met you."

Soulmates.

So true. Also maybe b/c I'd gotten so tired of the term for Angel/Buffy. But seriously, Peter/Claire ARE soulmates. *sigh*
C: Claire indestructible[info]comiskey on July 7th, 2007 04:26 pm (UTC)
Peter and Claire definitely are soulmates! I'm glad you liked the way I summarized it. Soulmate is a bit of an overused term (I wasn't into the whole Angel/Buffy thing enough to get sick of it there, but I know what you mean), but it totally fits for them. There's not really anything else that describes their immediate connection.

Oh, and I'm glad you enjoyed the story!
 
 

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